#Retrospective — This post originally published July 24, 2019.
“This is a hard teaching. Who can accept it?” Many were grumbling in the crowd. They spoke the very question on my mind.
Indeed, what he taught was very hard to accept. It drew a line between my life as a Jew and one following this new teaching. There was no middle ground. To choose one meant leaving the other. Apparently others felt the same.
There was an awkward silence among us casual followers of Jesus. I waited for his response. So often his words pierced me like a sword, to my very soul. He touched me deeply in a way I could not explain. There was something different about him. Yet I wrestled with what following him meant to my life. Already my family and friends were making comments about how much time I was spending with Jesus.
“Does this offend you?” Jesus said. “Then what if you see the Son of Man ascend to where he was before! The Spirit gives life; the flesh counts for nothing. The words I have spoken to you—they are full of the Spirit and life. Yet there are some of you who do not believe.”
How did he know? Once again he cut to the heart of the matter. I questioned myself; if I really believed he could be the Messiah. Could he be the Son of God like he claimed to be? I felt his words penetrate me. “They are full of the Spirit and life,” I whispered to myself. Somehow he knew who was struggling with fully committing to him.
“This is why I told you that no one can come to me unless the Father has enabled them.” I could feel something stirring in me to commit to follow Jesus, yet what would my family and friends say? I feared they would abandon me.
I watched as several of his followers turned and walked away. His teaching is hard. There is no middle ground. It caused people to choose — a new life with Jesus, or a life without him. I watched a couple of my friends start to leave. They stopped and motioned to me to follow them. I sighed and started to walk with them.
From behind me I could hear Jesus say to the few remaining followers, “You do not want to leave too, do you?” Then I heard one of them reply, “Lord, to whom shall we go? You have the words of eternal life. We have come to believe and to know that you are the Holy One of God.” A surge of regret filled me inside, yet I continued walking with my friends.
#WednesdayWalk Through the Bible — an exploration of what unknown people might have seen or felt when they witnessed the events in the Bible. This post is from the perspective of a casual follower of Jesus who hears Jesus’ challenge in John 6:60-69 (NIV).
© 2019 CGThelen
6 thoughts on “#WednesdayWalk – Hard Teaching, Hard Choice”
Reading this reminded me that the words of Jesus may cut to the heart of things, but they are always for the good. As I recall, before Christ made the final ultimatum to the rich young ruler, the Bible says Jesus looked at him and loved him.
Retro or not, these are fine thoughts, CG. Thank you and God bless.
You’re right, Mark 10:21 says, “Looking at him, Jesus felt a love for him…” Jesus wants what’s best for us, even though His words can be hard. Thanks for that thought. Blessings.
Whoa. So thankful that, being drawn by the Father, I will in no wise be cast out. Ever.
Amen. Praise God!
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